Monday, June 1, 2009

catchin up!

So haven't blogged in a while thought I would do some catching up!
School is going great ... I am almost done .. CRAZY! Jayden is doing awesome ... he is 15 months now can't believe it. He had his doctor's appointment Friday and he is doing good, everything checked out OK!
My job is going good, not as busy as we use to be but I hope that it will get better, schools out now so we will see.

This weekend is going to be awesome. My bestfriend Stephanie is graduating Friday, and then Saturday we are going to the George Strait concert at the new Cowboys stadium in Arlington. I can't wait. I am so excited!!! I haven't seen Stephanie in forever. I am so proud of her.

Trent and I are talking again. That's a good thing, I kind of miss him.

Eric that's another story that I won't bore you with, I just have to let him decide on his own, and I have to move on. If it was meant to be then it was meant to be.

I am going to try to quit smoking again. I hope that this time is the last time I try. I figured the amount of money that I spend on cigarettes a month out, and it comes to $170, that's crazy!!! I can't believe that I do that each month, that's money that I could be saving to get me a new car, or a place of my own.

I have also trying to get my finances all in order. I know that I am bad with money. I mean really bad with money, I suck at budgeting, so I am trying to figure out how to do that all. I am getting there.

This past weekend was awesome, Rebecca my friend from work had a birthday party for her kids, it was so much fun, I had such a great time playing with all the kids at the party. Kids make me laugh so much!!!

Well I guess I will get off of here and go to bed it's pretty late!

Good night to all.

Love

-C-

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

my grades

So here are my grades for last mod:

Lab : 93
A&P : 98
Front Office : 97

So all As so I am proud .. I still can't believe that I am almost done with school! AWESOME!!!

I have decided that I am not going to be going to the river this weekend, I would rather stay home and make money working. I am broke because I had to pay something that I shouldn't have got in the first place.

I am going to miss my bestie when she goes to Ohio this summer! Y stephy????
Oh well I know that she will come back no matter what.

I want to know what is going to happen between Erik and I .. I keep waiting for him to ask me out .. he wants to, he just has baby momma drama ... LOL, she's crazy. So in the meantime I am still waiting, but at least he calls me and talks to me so I am happy and I do get to hang out with him for a little bit so I am happy with that too!

Well I am going to go get me some food and then going to bed, yes I know that is bad but I am starving!!

Goodnight to all

-C-

Saturday, May 16, 2009

life has it's up and it's downs

I have started my final mod in school .. go me!!!
I will have my grades next week so I will let ya'll know!!!

Jayden will be 15 months old on the 26th .. crazy!! He's getting so big but I think he is already hitting the terrible twos ... for real he cries about everything that he doesn't get. He has been gettin alot of spankings .. he doesn't like them either. I know what yall are thinking spanking a kid at 15 months ... I am not talking with like a belt i am talking with like a hand on a diaper ... and like a pat. So don't go judging me ... like some people like to do!

Alright I am going to write about my sister because my sister is a very important person to me and I thought that I would just let yall in on what a wonderful person she is. My sister has her ups and her downs. Def. more downs then ups but that's ok, so Wednesday I went to go eat with some friends and catch up with them because I haven't seen them in a while. I get home bring her leftovers from chili's and she wants to bitch about it. It's like damn are you ever happy. She won't tell me whats wrong with her, and slames the door in my face. So I go back in her room and she throws her water bottle at me, scratches me and tells me to get out. I leave her alone and tell her that I just want her to get her shit together and grow up. She'll be 21 this year and I feel like she still gets away with everything. I am going to be 22 this year, and I feel like I have a crap load of responsibilities and I feel like I have done everything that I could to be a good mom, a good daughter, and most of all a good sister. I work my ass off, and my mom still feels like I don't do shit, or so she makes me feel that way. I don't know what it is, I just want my mom to stand up and tell my sister NO! How hard is that. She goes out every night. She doesn't have a job. She uses people, most of all me, her own sister. I love her, she's my sister. Sometimes I just feel like I don't even want to be around her, she makes me miserable, and sometimes I wish that I wasn't even related to her. I hope that she knows that I don't mean that, but she does make everyone feel like shit when it comes to her problems and the way that she talks to people. I hope that she does get her act together, or something is going to happen, and I am just going to have to stop talking to her and helping her. I can't see someone that I love be like this. I just don't know what to do anymore.


Ok onto another subject, something EXCITING!! Last night we went to the Rangers game. It was fun, and Jayden did so well. He really is such a good baby and just so happy when he wants to be!! Or when he gets to do what he wants!!! I had fun!!!

Well I think that is it. I am going to get off of her and do some homework and finish up some laundry and then go to bed. Goodnight to everyone!!!


C

Saturday, May 9, 2009

My second Mother's Day ... and just blogging!

So tomorrow will be my 2nd Mother's Day. I am so happy that I am a mother, all the joy that it brings is AWESOME! This weekend has been good so far. I have just been working, which is ok with me because it's money and because I love my job, and on top of that my BOSS is freakin AWESOME!

So next week at school are finals ... FUN FUN then we start my last mod on Thursday! I am so excited I can't believe that it has gone by so fast. I am going to miss the people that we first started with though .. Kassie, Lisa, Joe, Maria, Jeff, and Diana. I can't believe that this is there last mod. Crazy!!!

Next Friday I get to go to the rangers game .. fun stuff, it's going to be Jayden's first outing at a sports event, I think he will have tons of fun ... can't wait!!!

Memorial day weekend is going to be fun to ... we are going to the river, I am excited but also bummed because I have to leave Jayden for 4 days. I'm going to miss him so much .. but he will be in safe hands with his Great Aunt Kim.

This last Thursday was great, went and hung out at Overtime (sports bar off of Beach and 820) with some friends from school, it was awesome had so much fun!! Pictures soon to follow this post!

Other than that nothing really much going on, Erik is still awesome and I can't believe that we are still friends, I hope to stay friends with him after school is out! He decided that it would be cool to call me at 2am this morning, crazy kid!

Well hope all the mother's out there have a wonderful Mother's Day

-C-

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

sick of being sick

So I went to the doctor yesterday ... come to find out I have bronchitis ... it stinks! So I got a shot in the ass ... and I am on 2 antibotics. I went to school last night for about an hour and then came home. Erik got in a wreck in the parking lot when he was leaving, he's ok but mentally I don't think he is. I told him if he needed to talk that I am here for him, he hasn't replied back. I just want him to know that I am.
So the end of the mod is coming up next week. I can't wait, I am almost done with school! YIPEE!

Nothing else really going on. I am going to go if I think of some other stuff to write then I will post another blog.

C

Thursday, April 30, 2009

just blah

So alot of things have been going on lately .. I found out that my ex Trent still has feelings for me ... and I started off saying this because I still have feelings for him and uhh it's just so confusing, I don't know what to do, but on top of that .. I am so tired of everything!

My sister is getting on my nerves, my mom, and even Jayden. I wish that I could just do what I wanted without getting yelled at or getting critiqued for everything that I do, it is so annoying. I feel like I never do anything right, and if I do I would at least like something from it like a good job, or something even a kiss my ass would be great for now. I don't know just lately I feel so out of sync with everything, my mom especially, she doesn't talk to me that much, I don't know what's up with that, I thought we were bonding but apparetnly not what she has in mind.

My sister on the other hand, OMG, is she ever going to get a job? Probably not at the rate she is going, and the way my mom is acting. My mom just lets her do whatever the hell she wants and she thinks it's cool. I wish that I could not have a job and be lazy all damn day and not have to do shit, then wake up about 4 in the afternoon and go party, what a life that would be.

School is going great about the only thing I look forward too right now. It's getting closer to the end. I can't wait! I start my extern in early August, still haven't decided what kind of office I want to work at. Oh well I am sure I will have it figured out by then. I hope!!! :)

Other than that can't wait for this weekend BBQ in the good ol Azle at my Aunt's house, it's the last weekend my cuz is in town before he leaves again. I miss him! His girlfriend is badass .. Tera your the SHIT! LOL .. ANyways hopefully I can switch with someone on Saturday so I can have the night off. I am suppose to meet up with this guy I have been talking to named Bill, he is one of my friends at school brother. He's really sweet and nice, so hopefully he will be able to come in town from his job and get to see me. I'll let you know how it goes, we haven't seen each other in person yet. Just talking on the phone.

Umm nothing really else except my dad is totally right about Cerissa Desiree being an awesome name!!!

I'm out .. DueCeS
-c-

Thursday, April 16, 2009

While I have time ...

Thought I would write somethings

First of all I would like to start off by saying last weekend was great ... besides me not feeling good .. Jayden had a wonderful Easter and got lots of eggs! We went and saw granny on Easter Sunday, the whole family .. when we walked in the Nursing Home everyone was staring at us because there was like a herd of us walking in a line, it was funny. Got to see my cousin Brandon again, it seems like I never get to see him, with him on base on the time it kind of stinks not being able to see him all the time, I miss him.

School is going good, had a test yesterday think I did pretty good, not sure because I didn't get to see my grade but I think I did good, so that makes me happy. Erik has come back to school, after we had a talk about what he needs to do, he wanted to drop out, but I told him he needs to come back and gave him some time to think about it, so I don't know what he thought about, but he was back yesterday, and I am happy to see him!!! He makes me happy for some reason, even though I know that it will never work out, I am happy to say that he's my friend!

Jayden is getting so big and has his own little personality, he is so funny sometimes, the other day my mom got off early from work, and was in the back yard planting some bushes, he was out there with her with his shovel and rake, I went outside and the next thing I know here he comes with mud all over him! I was glad that I didn't have to give him a bath, sorry mom! :)

I can't believe that school is almost done, I will start my externship probably the last week of July or the first week of Aug. I can't wait, I can't believe how fast it has gone by, I am going to miss everyone!

Next weekend, I am going to the club with my friends Amanda and Debra, I can't wait, I am so excited, I also can't wait for Memorial Day weekend, the fam is going to the river, it is going to be so much fun! I am so glad that I have an Aunt that is willing to take care of baby for me, I am going to miss him so much! :( But it's only 3 days so I am sure he'll be ok!

I also get to go to the Rangers game on May, 15th which will be Jayden's first baseball game! That will be interesting and exciting! I can't wait to see what he does! I hope that he won't be cranky, but he usually never is so I am sure he will be fine!

Well I think that's all I have for now, I've got to go jump in the shower and get ready I have some things to do before school, so hope everyone has a wonderful day!

-C-

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

New Mod @ school!!! :)

So we started the yellow mod last Thursday, it's over the heart!!! So much fun, this is going to be an awesome mod because I have my favorite teacher again, and because it's my second to last mod, after this we have the reproductive mod, then off to career services, then off to my job!!! Can't wait school has gone by so fast, it's crazy!

So last mod my grades weren't as good as I wanted them to be, but I knew that wouldn't be good because of the teacher, and plus last mod was our hardest mod of them all so here are my grades

keyboarding: 100
Front/Office: 98
Lab: 88
A&P: 88

So I got 2 As and 2 Bs so really can't complain there!!! :)

So Jayden is 13 months now and is so ready for his second Easter, this Easter he will actually get to go egg hunting! Can't wait to see that, tomorrow I am going to go the the mall so he can get his picture made with the Easter Bunny!

I have a membership now with 24 hour fitness, and I have lost 5lbs so far. I go pretty much everyday, at about 11:30 and sometimes my mom goes too at her lunch break so we can work out together and I actually think it's good bonding too ... which is good for our mother-daughter relationship! We haven't fought in a while and I think that's the reason why!

My sister has officially moved back in don't really know if that is a good thing or a bad thing but it's whatever. I just hope she finds a job so mom will be happy about that.

Granny was sent into the ER yesterday again because she wasn't breathing right, they found a mucus plug in her trachea ... due to the facility not suctioning the tube like they are suppose to, we will see what happens with that, I really hope she gets better because I really want to see her due well. I haven't been to see her in a while which I might go tomorrow because Megan says she wants to go see her too, and that hardly ever happens because she doesn't like nursing homes.

Well I am going to go do some homework then get to bed.

C

Sunday, March 29, 2009

R.I.P. Leah



I just wanted to say that Leah was a great friend, and I was so lucky and still am lucky to have her in my life. I just want her to know that I will always be thinking about her. I love you Leah, and I will miss you so much. Thanks for always making me smile and for always just being yourself. Rest in Peace.















So this week is going to be very busy and hard for me. Leah's funeral is Tuesday at 11am, and it's going to be so hard, but I know that she is in a better place now. I also have finals this week too, which I am not that worried about. Tomorrow I also have to go to the Medicaid office at 8am in the morning and I will probably be there all day, that is going to stink, but I guess it will all be worth it in the end, just have to make sure I have everything I need to get the help that I need. I hope I do get the help I need.

This weekend at work was good, made some good money which is good. I am trying to save so I guess I will start this weekend. I am also trying to stop smoking again, I have had 3 cigarettes today, and I haven't bought a pack, I will see how it works out. They are just getting to expensive, like $6 or $7 a pack, CRAZY!

Jayden's second Easter is coming up, but this year he will actually get to go look for the Easter eggs, unlike last year when he was only 2 months old, he was still so tiny then. We are having everyone over at our house for Easter, so I am looking foward to that. I also can't wait until June. June is going to be a good month for me, it starts off with Stephanie graduation on the 5th, and the 6th is the George Strait concert at the new Cowboys Stadium in Arlington, I can't wait!!! :) I think it will also be the month that I move out also. Not sure on that though.

Well I guess I really don't have anything else to say, except I really do need to get some sleep like I said I have to be up early so good night to all.

-C-

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Leah

Tonight has been a strange strange night, I don't know if it's the weather or if it's a full moon or what?
There has been to car accidents tonight ... one where my friend was the first responder and the other where my friend was the victim.

The first accident was on belknap and carson ... you'll probably hear about it on the news in the morning on channel 11 cbs, my friend has pulled up to the red light and looked in her review mirror, thank god, and say a truck going about 90mph, so she pulled into the left lane, as he ran the red light he t-boned a silver car which spun and hit another car in the intersection, sarah my friend who had pulled to the side got out of her car to help the guy in the car that had got hit, as she did there were about 5 officers chasing the guy in the truck and they got out of there car and had pulled their weapons out on the guy in the truck, they then pronuced him dead at the scene.

The second wreck involved one of my friends Leah, she was a student in another MA class, and I had gotten really close to her lately. I am not sure where the wreck happened all I know is that they confirmed that it was her that had passed away. So I am all asking you to pray for her family and her friends. I will be doing the same, and I will please ask you all to pray for my friend Amanda who was her best friend and is having a hard time coping with this. Thank you all for your prayers.

Good night and please be safe out there your life can be taken from you at anytime.

Cerissa

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I am doing this for Nicole

Would you rather be serious or be funny?


WELL I LIKE TO BE BOTH ... SERIOUS WHEN I NEED TO BE AND FUNNY WHEN I NEED TO BE ... IT KEEPS PEOPLE LISTENING TO ME I THINK



Whole or skim milk?

I'M NOT A BIG FAN OF MILK BUT IF I'D HAVE TO CHOSE I PERFER WHOLE MILK .. SKIM MILK IS JUST WATER TO ME



Are you simple or complicated?

WELL I LIKE TO KEEP THINGS SIMPLE BUT I SEEM TO MAKE THEM COMPLICATED SO I GUESS I AM A PRETTY COMPLICATED PERSON


Grey or gray? GRAY DEF. I HAVE ALWAYS SPELLED IT THAT WAY



Color or black & white photos?

I LIKE BOTH ... BUT SOME PHOTOS AREN'T MEANT FOR BLACK AND WHITE


Lust or love?

LUST AND LOVE ... LUST BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU WANT THAT PERSON MORE AND THEN LOVE BECAUSE YOU KNOW IF YOUR IN LOVE YOU MUST HAVE LUST FOR THAT PERSON


Sunrise or sunset? I REALLY DON'T GET TO SEE EITHER BUT I GUESS I WOULD HAVE TO CHOSE SUNSET ... BECAUSE IT JUST MEANS THE END OF ONE DAY AND SOON THE BEGINNING TO ANOTHER



M&Ms or Skittles? SKITTLES DEF. TASTE THE RAINBOW!


Rap or rock? RAP ... I DID LISTEN TO ROCK FOR A WHILE I JUST DON'T GET THAT INTO IT ... AND I KNOW THAT RAP ISN'T ALL THAT GOOD EITHER I JUST ENJOY IT MORE THAN ROCK



Staying up late or waking up early? I'D RATHER STAY UP LATE AND SLEEP IN .. BUT THAT REALLY DOESN'T WORKING OUT WITH A ONE YEAR OLD



TV or radio? I LIKE BOTH REALLY TV BECAUSE IT'S GOT MY FAVORITE REALITY SHOWS AND RADIO BECAUSE IT'S GOT MY FAVORITE SONGS


Eating apples or oranges? I REALLY DON'T LIKE EITHER IF I HAD TO CHOSE PROBABLY ORANGES



Being hot or cold? HOT ..I HATE COLD WEATHER



Sun or moon? SUN ... LIKE I SAID I LIKE HOT

Emeralds or rubies? WELL I WOULD DEF. BE HAPPY WITH EITHER ONE BUT I PERFER RUBBIES



Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? BESTFRIENDS FOR SURE ... HAVING ONE BESTFRIEND IS AWESOME BECAUSE YOU CAN TELL THEM ANYTHING .. ACQUAINTANCES YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN WITH THEM




Sun or rain? SUN DEF. BUT EVERYONCE IN A WHILE IT'S NICE TO HAVE A RAINY DAY




Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? VANILLA .. CHOCOLATE IS JUST TO MUCH FOR ME


Green beans or carrots? GREEN BEANS ... I HATE CARROTS ... MAYBE THAT'S WHY I AM BLIND NOW!!! LOL

Low fat or fat free? LOW FAT ... EITHER ONE I THINK TASTE BAD ... DOESN'T TASTE THE SAME TO ME

What is your biggest fear in the world? THAT I LOSE THE PEOPLE I LOVE THE MOST ... AND I WILL BE COMPLETELY HONESTY HERE .. DYING SCARES ME

Kids or no kids? YEAH ... I HAVE ONE ALREADY .. AND WANT MORE TOO ... JUST NOT RIGHT NOW .. I THINK ONE IS ENOUGH RIGHT NOW .. EVEN THOUGH I LOVE KIDS



Cat or dog? DOGS CAN'T HAVE CATS I GET ALL ITCHY AND PUFFY



Mustard or ketchup? MUSTARD ON HAMBURGERS ... BUT KETCHUP ON FRIES FOR SURE ...



Hard cover books or soft cover books? HAHA YOU THINK I READ BOOKS I COULD CARE LESS WHAT COVERS THEY HAVE

Newspaper or magazine? I DON'T READ EITHER .. THE ONLY MAGAZINE THAT I READ SOME OF THE TIME IS PARENTS MAGAZINE BECAUSE IT HAS SOME GREAT RECIPES AND GAMES FOR THE KIDDO



Sandals or sneakers? SNEAKERS



Red car or white car? RED I GUESS BECAUSE I COULD NEVER KEEP A WHITE CAR CLEAN



Happy & poor or sad & rich? HAPPY AND POOR BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I AM NOW .. YEAH IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE SOME MONEY BUT WHO WANTS TO BE SAD ALL THE TIME


Singing or dancing? SINGING BECAUSE THIS WHITE GURL CAN'T DANCE




Hugging or kissing? KISSING THERE IS JUST SO MUCH MORE PASSION TO IT

Happy or sad? HAPPY OF COURSE WHY WOULD I WANNA BE SAD

Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 21 BUT I DIDN'T HAVE A CAKE BUT THAT'S HOW MANY WOULD HAVE BEEN ON THERE ... THIS YEAR WILL BE 22 UH OH



I want to live … WITH NO WORRIES AND FILLED WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS ...



2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4 BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I HAVE A 2 DOOR AND IT IS SO HARD TO GET JAYDEN IN AND OUT OF THE CAR WITH JUST 2 DOORS ... OMG

Coffee or ice cream? ICE CREAM I HATE COFFEE I NEVER HAVE LIKED IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU PUT IN IT ... IT STILL TASTE LIKE COFFEE IF I NEED A CAFFINE FIX I WILL STICK TO SWEET TEA OR DR. PEPPER YUMMY


Bridges or tunnels? WELL I HAVE NO IDEA THAT IS SUCH A RANDOM QUESTION THAT IT KIND OF CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD AND THE ONLY TUNNEL THAT I CAN THINK OF IS THE ONE DOWNTOWN FT. WORTH SO I GUESS I WOULD HAVE TO SAY BRIDGE ... BECAUSE THERE ARE ALOT OF THOSE IN TEXAS

One pillow or two? 2 BUT I LIKE ALOT MORE THAN THAT LIKE 6



Favorite toothpaste? WHATEVER IS THE CHEAPEST ... AS LONG AS IT KEEPS MY TEETH CLEAN I AM HAPPY




Favorite style of food? CHINESE AND MEXICAN ... MEXICAN IS NUM. ONE FOR SURE BESIDES A GOOD OLE HAMBURGER YUM YUM


Favorite alcoholic drink? BUD LIGHT FOR SURE ... I AM A BEER KINDA GURL PLUS LIQUOR JUST MAKES ME CRAZY SO I STICK WITH THE BEER



Favorite non-alcoholic drink? SWEET TEA OR DR. PEEPER



What I did last night: WAS WENT TO SCHOOL AND HUNG OUT WITH MY SON ALL DAY IT WAS GREAT


I love: MY SON AND MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WITHOUT THEM IN MY LIFE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO




I hate: CHEATERS AND LIARS I THINK THAT'S WHY I NEVER TRUST GUYS ANYMORE FOR REAL



Current clothes: WORK OUT CLOTHES JUST GOT HOME FROM THE GYM

Current mood: CONTENT ... I AM JUST SO HAPPY AND GLAD THAT MY LIFE IS BACK ON TRACK AND IT'S ONLY GOING TO GET BETTER FROM HERE

Current music playing: NELLY'S NEW CD THAT I BORROWED FROM ERIK SO I COULD BURN IT FOR MYSELF

Current Hair: TO LONG

Current annoyance: MY FEET STINK HAHA :)

Current smell: MY STINKY ASS BECAUSE I JUST GOT HOME FROM THE GYM AND HAVEN'T TAKEN A SHOWER ... WELL IT'S THE TRUTH

Current thing I should be doing: GETTING READY FOR SCHOOL AND STUDYING FOR THE QUIZ WE HAVE TODAY

Current desktop picture:

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

School

Just wanted to update everyone on school and how it was going!
Today and yesterday I had test ... and tommorrow I have one too ... I am telling you this Mr. Kopal is kicking my butt literally! I have been so stressed out lately about all the work that we have been doing and the work that we still have to get done ... it's crazy!

Anyways my test grades were good so here they are:
yesterdays test over ch. 3 unit 2 was a 83
todays test over ch. 4 unit 3 was a 100
and we also had a quiz today that I also made 100 on

oh and we also got our report cards today also ... and here are my grades for last mod:

professionalism, medical office, and keyboarding: 92

Fundamentals of Body Structure and Muscular System (A/P): 97

Sterlization and Infection Control (lab): 98

which brings my GPA back up to a 4.0
I'm telling you this is the best that I have ever done in school and it feels great! I love school and I love the career that I am going to be going into, which I plan on farthering my career to become a RN. I can't wait!


Anyways on a different note ... my bestie stephanie might be coming to stay with me for a little bit on her spring break I can't wait! I miss her when I can't see her everyday!

Oh and Eric is not doing so great ... I don't know what's up with him but he came to school tonight and didn't look so great ... I think he is just really stressed out and I think he just needs some time away from everything that's going on in his life. So I hope things will get better for him!

Well I am going to get off of her and call the bestie and then go find something to eat I am starving ... I can't wait until tommorrow because I am getting my eyes checked and I will finally have contacts again .. I hate wearing my glasses!

Love
-C-

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Catching Up

As I sit here and type this I am listening to a million different sounds all coming from my sons toys. It's crazy I can't believe how many toys this kid really has, and to know that I am going to have to take them all with me when I move out. Fantastic!

So last week on a Wednesday I went and looked at a house with Antonio. We liked the house but not the neighborhood. It is surround by trailers and trashy trailers at that. It's the only house on the block. So don't think we will be moving in there anytime soon. For yall that don't know Antonio is my boss at work, he and I are very close, he has helped me out alot, he's the kind of a person I can tell everything to, and I know he won't tell anyone else. After we looked at the house we went to IHOP yummy, then went to the mall, he bought me a shirt and him one too, and bought Jayden some overalls and matching shoes to go with them, so I had a great Wednesday!

This weekend was good, I worked. Saturday my whole family aunts and uncles came to eat at mi pueblo and I got to see my cousin who I haven't seen since november because he's been in bootcamp forever, so he came to celebrate his moms birthday with the family, it was really nice to see him! I still can't believe I have a cousin in the AIR FORCE! I am so proud of you Brando!!! :)

Yesterday at school was ok got alot of homework done, we still haven't got our report cards from last mod and it's making me mad because I want to know my grades ... GOSH!

Today we have a test and it's going to kick my butt, I have been studying for it but still I know this test is going to be really hard.

Oh and today I had a conslutation for my wisdom teeth, and if had known that I was going to have to pay for the damn xray then I would have said hell no I will come back later, damn it cost me $70 just for a freaking xray of my teeth!!! So umm no I will not be going there to get my teeth pulled, they want $1015 for the whole procedure because I haven't met my deductible on the insurance yet, well I will wait until I do then I will go back until then I will just keep taking my asprin and be happy with that.

Oh and top of things to add to my anger and stress, Medicaid is making me so mad, Jayden doesn't have insurance ... wait hold on just wait for it the reason is hysterical ... BECAUSE WHEN I SENT IN MY CHECK STUBS THEY DIDN'T HAVE THE DATES ON THEM .... yes that's the reason my son doesn't have insurance, tell me how stupid is that, so I have to resend them the check stubs so they can have them to file my case. Isn't medicaid stupid!??? I think so but whatever!!!

Anyways I am going to get off of her before Jayden pulls one of these speakers from the computer on top of his head ... like does the boy not know that will happen when he has done it several times before. So silly! Gotta love em.

-C-

Monday, March 2, 2009

This weekend

Well this weekend was good friday I worked ... saturday was my son's birthday party, sunday I went to my Nana's house and saw my dad and Chris, then went to work. So I would have to say I had a great weekend.

I found out who I can trust and can't trust. It's amazing how many people say something and do another, but I will remember that in the future. Work is going well I have to add. I really do love my job!

I still can't believe that my son is 1!!!!! He had a doctor's appt. friday and he is doing great. He only weighs 21 lbs and is 3 ft. long! So everything is going great with that.

School is also going pretty good, I know I was very doubtful at the beginning of this mod because of the teacher we had, but it's really not that bad.

The non-smoking thing is not working out really, I am still smoking.

Eric coming back to school has been great he really is such a good friend, and he listens to me. It seems like we are getting closer, but we'll just have to see.

Well I am going to get off of here I have a crap load of laundry to do today

C

Friday, February 27, 2009

My baby is ONE!

So yesterday was my son's birthday! He is offically one year old! It's crazy! Anyways tomorrow is his birthday party and I can't wait for that. I'm sitting by my bestie stephanie! I went and picked her up after I got off of work. Work was good tonight except Rebecca was being a meany because I stole her table, while she was in the bathroom! Whatever I don't care! So tomorrow is going to be a very busy day. I will be so glad when it's over ... I mean I can't wait to see what is going to happen but I am going to be really happy when it is over so I can stop stressing so much over this party. I think I am just worried for nothing though, my mom is going to freak though when all these people show up with there kids. LOL It's going to be funny though too!

So school life .... Erik has came back to school, it makes me so happy to see him and see that he is doing ok. He has been out for a while trying to get back to normal, he has said that he has been having really bad panic attacks because he is so worried about his friend, but everything has gotten alot better for him, he is suppose to come to the party tomorrow and bring his beautiful daughter neavely ... she's so adorable!!! I can't wait.

Well I am going to get off of here and hang out with the bestie and go to sleep because like I said I have a crap load of stuff to do tomorrow, oh and also can't wait to see my dad, chris, and nana sunday before work!

Love
-C-

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Just the little things ....

In life make me so happy
I can't believe that my son will be ONE tomorrow.
Yesterday I went and saw my friend Brittany who I have known forever ... she's pregnant with a baby boy, I am so happy for her, so I went over there to drop off some of the clothes Jayden can't wear anymore, and I got to feel the baby kick. It was so cool! LOL It was also weird because we were sitting there talking and it was like we were back in high school again, remembering all the stuff that we use to do together that we don't anymore, it's crazy to think that it's been about 3 years since I graduated and she and I are just now talking again, I am so thankful for that. It was just weird to me to think about that right after I graduated I lived like 30 seconds away from her, and didn't even go see her once. What a friend I am.



I have a test today in Mr. Kopal's class over allergens and the test that we can perform to find the allergens people are allergic too. So I better start studying for that even though I think it's going to be easy, he did go over the review with us yesterday, and I new all the answers without having to look them up in the book, so I think I will be fine. So I am actually starting to like this MOD now, at first I was like OMG this MOD is going to stink because Mr. Kopal is going to be our teacher, but it's not that bad. I'll have my grades soon, so I'll post them when I get a chance too.


I am going to be so busy this weekend, work Friday night at 4, get up early Saturday to pick Stephanie up in Denton, then get ready for Jayden's birthday party at 2, then go to work at 5, then get up and take Stephanie back home EARLY, then go to my Nana's house at 11, then go to work at 3 ... OMG busy busy busy, plus I have to write up directions for everyone so they can get to my house. WOW!!!

Plus I am really nervous because there are going to be so many kids that I have no idea what I am going to do ... I am going to have to find some games or something to keep the other kids entertained. That's going to be really fun! I think I am going to go look at party city today and see what I can come up with??? Who knows!

Well I'm going to get off of here, hope everyone has a wonderful day!

-C-

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Today

Today ... well lets see seems like I have got alot accomplished so far ... all I have left to do is finish up the laundry and look at birthday cakes for my little man. This Thursday he'll be ONE! WOW! So that's what I am going to do once I get done blogging.

Last night was good at work .. really busy ... we had the Herradura girls up at the bar giving out margarita's they were really good!!! ... And everyone had a good time! Other than that Maria and I went to Chili's last night and had a couple of beers, then came home and watched some tv and went to bed. So I had a good night tonight will be better though! I hope!

Well like I said i am going to get off of here and look at some ideas for a birthday party and look at some birthday cakes hopefully!

C

Thursday, February 19, 2009

75 days

That's the number of days that I have left in class at ATI ... I don't graduate until September ... but those are the days that I have left with book work!!! WOW! Exciting!!!

SO the smoking thing is really getting to me ... I smoke one in the morning ... after I eat lunch and ususally one or two at school! I am getting there ... I don't even buy packs anymore ... at school if I don't have a pack then I am most likely not going to be smoking with my friends that smoke ... so that's great for me ... because I really do want to quit!

We started a new MOD at school it's called the orange mod ... it's about the skeletel system and nervous system ... I was told it was the hardest mod of them all, and of course we get the teacher that everyone doesn't like. I don't know really why we all don't like him it's just that some of the things that he does and says just really get to all of us in class, and his rules are outrageous ... but we will get through it, hopefully because it's only 6 weeks and I think that I can last that long with him as a teacher. HOPEFULLY!

I've been praying for Erik ... his friend and he got in a wreck on tuesday night ... and I just hope that they are both ok ... Erik came to school wednesday but left early because he didn't feel good ... I really don't know all the details about what happened but I just hope that everything will be ok, I don't like to see him down. So hopefully he will be back monday at school so I can talk to him!

Well Jayden will be 1 in approx. 7 days. CRAZY!!!!!

Well I am going to go do some homework, goodnight everyone!

-C-

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I've decided ....

That I am going to quit smoking! Yup that's what I have decided ... and I am going to stick to it this time! For real ...!!!!

On another note ... this week has been pretty awesome for me! School is great .. Finals are next week .. Monday is just a review day ... and Tuesday is our finals! I don't have to take the final for Ms. Gail because we won the Vocabulary Challenge! Which is AWESOME! I am going to miss her next mod ... she's leaving and it's so sad!
Next Wednesday is the last day of the red mod ... then off to the orange mod ... which then will only be 2 more mods and I will be done with the book part! I can't believe how fast it has gone by. I also can't believe how many friends I have made and hopefully will keep in touch with! I can't wait to see what my life will be afterwards, I am so EXCITED!

So if you didn't know this already this month is Febuary! The reason I say that is because this month Jayden is turning ONE! He's getting so big. I still can't believe it! He hasn't started walking yet ... like walking walkin he'll take a couple of steps and fall down, and that'll be the end of it. I can't wait for him to start walking .. he'll be into everything though ... as if he's not already! I am throwing him a party on the 28th at 2:00pm, at mi casa. I can't wait! I am nervous though because my friends from school are coming and they have kids and I am not sure how my parents are going to react about that but we'll see. I will talk to my mom about that this weekend and see what she says!

Well anyways I am going to go to bed ... I will write more later ... and tell you how my progress is going with the non-smoking!

Well goodnight
-C-

Saturday, February 7, 2009

School went all week

So school went all week mon-fri. We had to make up an ice day this Friday ... and it sucked, but oh well. I still had a little fun!! We learned new stuff in lab .. like how to run a mono, strep, and flu test. That's pretty cool! We also learned how to do urinalysis, which is fun, but not fun to play with people's pee that we get to see mon-thur. HAHA it's pretty weird if you ask me, but it's whatever. Next we will be doing poop. Yes I said poop. We have to learn how to do a stool occult blood test to see if you have blood in your poop, and if you do that's bad!!! I think we also have one more thing to learn and then we will be done with this mod. And I only have 3 more mods after this one. It's getting closer to the end. It's crazy! I can't wait!I took Jayden up to school on Thursday and everyone just fell in love with him! He's so CUTE they all said! Still can't believe that he'll be one in like 18 days! CRAZY! Erik brought his baby girl Neavly to school on Wednesday and she's so cute! He is so in love with her and it's so cute to see him like that. Him and I are still talking it's cool because we are getting closer like in friend wise this time, unlike last time it was all sexual i guess you could say. I am not sure but I really like where it is going!

I went to work today .. it was great! I really am starting to enjoy it a little bit more, like there are times when I really wish that I wasn't there anymore and then there are days like today's and I am like wow I love my job! Not sure why but it might of been that I actually got to sleep today. It was FANTASTIC!

well i really don't have much else to say so I am going to go

GOODNIGHT

C

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

...♥....

I guess I am going to start off by saying my life is WONDERFUL! I have a handsome son ... who is totally amazing and will be ONE in 22 days .... and who also took his FIRST STEPS yesterday. I missed it though ... but hopefully today he'll do some more. He still gets a little scared. I know he'll do it again .. and get use to and then be all over the place. SO I can't wait for that!!!!

School is going FANTASTIC! I love it so much. Friday we have to make up our ice day. I don't want to miss work, but I don't want to have those hours gone either from school. So I am missing work. Which is fine with me. Lately I have just not been in the mood to deal with the people their. Their views on everything are just so different from mine, and we clash on that, other than I am pretty happy their too.

I got my tax return in today ... I think the only thing I want is a new phone ... so we'll see what happens. I am so going to save that money .... I am not going to spend any of it ... I am going to save save save! I need that money to be their in case of an emergency or something happens!

Umm... lets see what else is going on ... Eric didn't come over the other day but it was ok ... I got to see him at school ... and yeah we are still talking he's so FUNNY!

Um I guess that is it ... I am going to go run some errands, wal-mart to get Jayden's invitations for his birthday party, and then lets see what else ... metro pcs to see their phones and probably get a new one! Ya I am so excited ... I also need to go get my eyebrows waxed I look like I have to baby caterpillars sitting on top of my head. HAHAHA but it's so true!
Hope everyone has a lovely day!
Cerissa

Monday, February 2, 2009

Steelers win!

So Superbowl was yesterday ... I so wanted the Cardinals to win they were so close ... but the Steelers came back at the end and won. Either was I really didn't care I just thought that it would be awesome if the Cardinals won because it was there first Superbowl!!!! Anyways ... I needed to work this weekend because I am broke but I enjoyed my time off. My sister I feel like I haven't seen her in god knows when all I know is I want my car back! I went and saw my Nana yesterday! It was good to see her. Even though I saw her last Sunday! I know it would make her happy to see the lil man, so went over there. Thankful that my mom let me use her car. Jayden just loves his new carseat, now that he can sit foward. I can't believe that! He'll be one in 22 days now. Crazy!!!! Sending out invites this weekend ... so if you wanna come u better leave me an address ... you can email them to me if you want at CerissaArrington@gmail.com. If not then you can just leave me a comment on here.

Anyways I am going to go I have some major duties around the house to do before I start on some homework ... and I think Eric is going to come over so we can study together.

Love C

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Me and My bestfriend!!!



Weather = Me staying IN!

So lets see Texas weather is CRAZY! One day it's beautiful and the next day it is 25 degrees and sleeting! Talk about CRAZY! So ya I didn't have school Tuesday night which was pretty cool because it gave me some time to catch up on school work .. and hang out with my Lil man. He is so silly! :) I love spending time with him.

Tonight I went to school ... Victoria was there .. I haven't seen that girl in forever she had been out of town and was gone for about a week. It was good to see her I really have missed her and the conversations we have. She's so silly sometimes. She cut her hair too and it looks really good!

SO another thing is ... I am talking to Eric again ... not sure if it's the right descion or the wrong descion we'll see. I mean I really do like him, it's just that I don't want to get hurt again like the first time. So yah ... not sure what's going to happen with that but I'll keep ya updated on it. Not that I really have anything interesting to say about it ... I just hope that he doesn't hurt me again ... and if I don't allow him to get as close as last time then it won't happen!

Umm lets see what else ... I might get to go see Stephanie Friday and have lunch with her. I am so excited haven't seen her in forever. Her cousin is pregnant with her 4th child and we are praying for a girl this time. I am so happy for her. I really hope it's a girl though .. she has 3 boys! So please pray for a girl! :)

Can't wait to see Jessica and AJ! I am so excited and AJ doesn't even know I am coming! I hope mom will watch Jayden ... I mentioned something to her about it .. I just hope she will ... if not it's ok I can take him with me ... AJ and Jessica have 2 little boys so it'll be ok .. I will watch how many beers I drink! :)

Can't wait for the Superbowl Party either this weekend ... it's going to be at my friend's Maria's house I can't wait!!! :P

Well I am going to get off of here ... and go watch some tv .. I am kinda hungry too ... so I might eat!

-C-

Sunday, January 25, 2009

my beautiful life

So tonight was awesome! I got to see my Nana and Aunt Joy! It was really good to see them. I made $100 tonight .. but it's all gone now. It's crazy .. I had to pay $85 to Progressive for my car insurance ... $15 to Capitol One for my credit card .. that I don't even have anymore because my mom took it from me and some how has lost it, and then I payed $30 to David ... which I only owe him $115 more ... it's for him paying for the car repair! So yeah .... that just shows me that I really wish that I would have gone to work Friday .. but I didn't because I didn't have a babysitter. Oh well I will make up for it next week. So next week .. is the Super Bowl .. the Cardinals and the Steelers .. which I think will be pretty interesting ... don't know if I am going to go to a Super Bowl party or stay at home??? Next Saturday I get to see Jessica, AJ, and Trent ... I have seen Trent this past couple of weeks .. but I haven't got to see Jessica and AJ in forever ... I am sure you are thinking who are these people ... well when I worked at Stake n Shake my junior and senior year of high school ... My bosses where AJ and Trent ... Trent was also my boyfriend at the time too ... and AJ was awesome ... I can't wait to see them.

So tomorrow my lil man will be 11 months old ... and then it will be 31 days until he is 1 i can't believe how fast they grow up! I love him so much and I thank god everyday that he is here with me ... he has changed my life so much. He has made me think twice before I do anything ... before I found out I was pregnant with him .. I was totally heading down the wrong path .. the druggie path. I can't belive that it has been 2 years since I haven't touched a drug. I am so proud of myself. I can't believe how one thing can just make you change like that. I truly believe that GOD did put him in my life for that reason and I am so thankful for that.


Another thing that I would like to talk about ... is that we have a new president. I didn't think that I would like him as much as I do. Barak Obama ... I really do think that change is coming ... we will all have to wait and see. Anyways I am going to go to bed on that note
Good Night to everyone that reads this thing!!! LOL
C

Friday, January 23, 2009

Just some bloging!

So these past couple of weeks have been a little stressful. It seems like I have been so busy with everything. It also seems like I miss some very important stuff in my little man's life when I am gone at night. Like this morning I woke up and he was standing up holding on to the couch and swaying back and fourth ... it was like he was dancing! I was like mom have you seen him do this .. and she says ya he was doing that last night. It's crazy he does and learns so much stuff when I am not around. I am afraid that I am going to miss his first steps and everything. I don't want too, but I also have to understand that I am going to school and working for him. So he and I can have a better life. I know that it is going to mean that I am going to miss out on some pretty major milestones, but in the end it will all be worth it.

So my cousin Brandon is graduating from Marine bootcamp tomorrow. Wish I would have gotten to go to San Antonio to see him walk across the stage, but life goes on. I just hope he knows that his whole family is really proud of him!!! I love you cuz!

Yesterday at school we took a cpr class ... and I can officially say that I am CPR certified for 2 years. It was very interesting, I just hope that I won't have to do it on someone that is close to me and means alot to me. That would be really hard, but also rewarding if I saved their life. It's crazy to think that I could save a life!! That's why I know I am going to love my job in the medical field!!! :)

Well I have work tonight and I have some laundry to do ... and a screaming kid to deal with .. LOL ... so I am going to go ... hope everyone has a great weekend and I love you all!

Cerissa

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

My lil MAN!!!!





SCHOOL IS GOING GREAT ... LIFE IS GOING GREAT ... AND I AM SO BLESSED FOR EVERYTHING!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

So work was good tonight .... i had such a good weekend at work. I love the people i work with, It's amazing how much people i have as friends. I didn't realize how much i have in my life. I am so blessed for that. I am so thankful for everything. I can't believe it. Anyways i am going to go to bed.

I am so tired have alot of stuff to do tomorrow.

Goodnight

Cerissa

Friday, January 16, 2009

Updating

Just wanted to update on Jayden for a while:
Well he went to the doctor last friday ... found out he had a double ear infection ... they put him on augmentin for 10 days. It has officially been 7 days today ... and it still seems like he isn't getting any better. He still has a cough and a runny nose. So I called yesterday and Wednensday to schedule him an appointment ... Wednesday ... I was on hold for 30 mins, yes I said I waited 30 mins to talk to someone ... after the 30 mins I just hung up, and I told myself I would call back ... I forgot because I had some other stuff to do. Well yesterday when I called the lady answer took my info. and said can you give me one second, so I say sure ... she puts me on hold for 20 mins. I hang up and call back ... someone answers and puts me on hold for another 10 mins. So I just give up I was so aggravated. So hopefully today I can call up there and get an appt. for him for tomorrow or monday. So I can figure out what I can do to make him feel better. He has been so clingy to me since he has been sick, I am suprised he is even letting me sit here and type this. So like I said I was going to update you on the little man! He weighs 20lbs 8oz ... he's lost some weight from all the crawling he has been doing. They didn't tell me how tall he was .. plus I forgot to ask ... my bad. He has been trying to walk ... the other day before I left to go to school I had turned around to wash some dishes and when I turned back around he was standing all by himself ... he didn't even realize it ... then when he did he totally freaked out and sat down really fast. It was so funny and I was so proud of him. I have been trying to catch him doing it again, but no luck yet. I know it won't be long though. I can't believe he will be ONE in 42 days I think it is. I can't believe it.

Well I am going to go I have some laundry to do ... and I have to feed him ... so good by I am sure I will be writting some more soon.
-C-

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Jayden's Countdown

It's exactly 1 month and 11 days until Jayden's first birthday!
That makes it 44 days ..... which then makes that 1056 hours, then makes it 63360 seconds.

Let's just say this it is getting closer and closer ... crazy!!!

Cerissa

Monday, January 12, 2009

La Dee Da

Today was a good day ... got up cleaned the house ... hung out with tha lil man ... the Trent came over haven't seen him forever ... we watched Blades of Glory together .... that movie is so funny yet sometimes so dumb! Then I went and ran some errands, wal-mart, the bank, then went out to eat with Manuel. It was fun ... then got home and got ready for school. School was good tonight .. it got cold though damn texas weather I swear it can never make up it's mind.

I went and saw Brittany last week we haven't seen each other in forever it seems like she is pregnant .... about 15 weeks now ... and she has the cutest little baby bump. I am really excited for her ... I hope that her and I can make our friendship stronger. I really want us to be the friends that we use to be .. we kind of drifted apart after high school. She was doing racing and I was off doing stupid crap, but it seems like we will become friends again.

So Megan and I are starting to save money so we can move out ... and be living together. I know you people that know my sister and I are like what you two are going to live together??? I know right well I am really happy to announce that my sissy and I are great friends. I love her so much and she has really grown up! I am so proud of her.

Oh and I am starting a countdown ... it's officially .... 45 days until Jayden turns the big ONE! I can't believe it has almost been a year that he has been in my life, he has changed so much and learned so much. It's amazing how much they learn and grow in such that short amount of time. I don't know what I would do without him though that's for sure. I can't believe it .... it is so AWESOME. Soon he will be walking and talking .... and that will be awesome because he has so much more learning to do. I can't wait for the many years ahead.

Well I am going to get off of here ... homework always seems to be calling my name!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

MY GRADES!!!! :)

So I got all my grades this week for the mod that we finished which was the digestive system ... and here they are: A/P: 95 F/O: 93 and LAB: 96 .... WOO HOO all As I am so proud of myself!!! :)
So we started the RED mod yesterday which is the Body Structure and Muscular System! Pretty interesting if you ask me ... anyways I still have the same teachers except for lab now I have Ms. Holly! Which is cool.

So my little man is sick he is going to the doctor tomorrow morning at 9:30. My Aunt Francis is also leaving tomorrow morning as well. She has been here for a week now, it's been really good to see her though because it's been a while since I have seen her. Megan left for Arizona yesterday, I miss her so much didn't think that I would but I do. She went to visit the boyfriend for a week she'll be back on the 14th. I haven't gotten to see my granny lately because I have been back to school so hopefully I'll get to see her sometime this weekend I hope. I think they are still going to try and do the trachea sometime tomorrow, not sure though. Anyways I have to go I have some homework and I also have to get up early so goodnight to everyone and GOD BLESS!
-C-

Monday, January 5, 2009

Back to School I go

So I went back to school today! It was good to see all of my friends that I haven't gotten to see in a while. Everyone said that had a good Christmas and New Year and told me their New Year's resolution ... some of them were funny. Anyways so I had a test also today and it was pretty easy so I hope that I did well. I think I did but u never know. Anyways so Granny is still in the hospital ... and she seems to be doing good. They said that they were going to try and do the trachea sometime this week, but I am not sure that her lungs are ready for that because they still have alot of fluid in them, we will just pray for the best. Well anyways I am going to get off of here, have some homework to finish up and then off to bed ... hope everyone has a good night!
Cerissa