I have started my final mod in school .. go me!!!
I will have my grades next week so I will let ya'll know!!!
Jayden will be 15 months old on the 26th .. crazy!! He's getting so big but I think he is already hitting the terrible twos ... for real he cries about everything that he doesn't get. He has been gettin alot of spankings .. he doesn't like them either. I know what yall are thinking spanking a kid at 15 months ... I am not talking with like a belt i am talking with like a hand on a diaper ... and like a pat. So don't go judging me ... like some people like to do!
Alright I am going to write about my sister because my sister is a very important person to me and I thought that I would just let yall in on what a wonderful person she is. My sister has her ups and her downs. Def. more downs then ups but that's ok, so Wednesday I went to go eat with some friends and catch up with them because I haven't seen them in a while. I get home bring her leftovers from chili's and she wants to bitch about it. It's like damn are you ever happy. She won't tell me whats wrong with her, and slames the door in my face. So I go back in her room and she throws her water bottle at me, scratches me and tells me to get out. I leave her alone and tell her that I just want her to get her shit together and grow up. She'll be 21 this year and I feel like she still gets away with everything. I am going to be 22 this year, and I feel like I have a crap load of responsibilities and I feel like I have done everything that I could to be a good mom, a good daughter, and most of all a good sister. I work my ass off, and my mom still feels like I don't do shit, or so she makes me feel that way. I don't know what it is, I just want my mom to stand up and tell my sister NO! How hard is that. She goes out every night. She doesn't have a job. She uses people, most of all me, her own sister. I love her, she's my sister. Sometimes I just feel like I don't even want to be around her, she makes me miserable, and sometimes I wish that I wasn't even related to her. I hope that she knows that I don't mean that, but she does make everyone feel like shit when it comes to her problems and the way that she talks to people. I hope that she does get her act together, or something is going to happen, and I am just going to have to stop talking to her and helping her. I can't see someone that I love be like this. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Ok onto another subject, something EXCITING!! Last night we went to the Rangers game. It was fun, and Jayden did so well. He really is such a good baby and just so happy when he wants to be!! Or when he gets to do what he wants!!! I had fun!!!
Well I think that is it. I am going to get off of her and do some homework and finish up some laundry and then go to bed. Goodnight to everyone!!!
C
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Try not to take Megan seriously. My "armchair" diagnosis of her is that she's very angry with herself and takes it out on others.
Until she realizes that her life sucks because she allows it to and not because of some outside force, she'll continue to be unhappy.
Just try to stay out of her way and let her come to grips with what she's allowed herself to become.
I love her so much and worry increasingly so; but until she decides to grow up and realize that life is not a party and has a lot of responsibilites, she's just not going to be happy.
Your mom and dad did NOT raise her to behave like she is and so because she's behaving like that, she's uncomfortable with her life.
Hopefully she'll wake up and wise up before it's too late.
Love you, sweetie, and continue to be very proud of you and what you're making of yourself.
Enjoy your trip to the river!
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