History was made today!

Today was the day! We now have our first black president. It's history in the making. I never thought there would be one. I have to say I am proud of him. I am glad that he is president. I know that in the beginning I was like there will be know change, but hopefully their will be, and all I can do is wait and see.


Tonight as school was good. I got stuck in the ass 3 times. Once by Debra, and twice by Erik. My butt hurts so bad. Oh well we have to learn sooner or later. Anyways so school has been going good. Like I said I love it, but tonight it was just crazy there was just so much going on, people were talking, the teachers were confused and didn't know what to do, I don't what was up with them tonight, usually they are some what organized, but not tonight, hopefully it will be better tommorrow. So the end of mod is coming up, and we are starting on our reviews tommorrow, fun fun, I think that I am going to do good on the final. I hope so.

Alright a little bit about Erik and I. We like each other, he likes me and I like him, but we are waiting to get to know each other a little bit more than we do now. I mean I know him pretty much, I got him all figured out, he's so nice, he has a great personality, I know that he would be there for me when I need him, he has already been there for me before (I'll get into that in a min.), I know that he wouldn't hurt me, and he is just so caring. Sometimes though I am worried that I am not going to be the right person for him though. Like he is just to nice ya know. Like what if I can't be there for him, when he needs me? I don't know there are just some things that are going through my mind, do I even want to see where this will go anymore. Sometimes it's hard for me because I have been in some pretty bad relationships, and I don't want to get hurt again. I don't think that Erik would do that, but there is always that chance, and I don't know if I am willing to take that chance just yet. I don't know what to do anymore. I guess we'll just have to wait to see what will take place. If it's meant to be then it's meant to be, if not than oh well.

Alright so last night I didn't get home until 12:15, I guess that's what time it was, all I know was that it was late. Well the reason I didn't get home until then was because I stayed up at school talking to Erik about alot of stuff. Well my phone was dead so I didn't call and tell my mom where I was or that I was going to be home late. My bad. She totally went off on me, telling me that I am disrespectful towards her, and that I need to start looking for a place to go. So this is where Erik comes in, he calls me like right after the arguement that I got into with my mom, and he's asking me why I am crying I tell him and everything, and he's like why don't u come stay with me, it's hard to though because I don't know him that well, and plus I have Jayden so I have to feel like he will be taking care of. I mean I won't have a babysitter for him when I go to school and work, what am I going to do. So I am looking for places and when I move out I guess I'll figure out something. I don't know I am just so fustrated and tired of all the BS at home that goes on.

Well enough of me venting good night folks!