Just Live you Life...

Alright so right now my life is AWESOME! I don't think it could get any better.
Tonight I got my grades, I wish they were better but they're not bad ... 88 in A/P ... 88 in F/O and 89 in lab ... btw A/P is anatomy and physiology, and F/O is front office. So not bad but hopefully the grades will be better this mod ... actually they will be better.
So school is going good for the most part ... no more drama ... it's GREAT!

Life is going good to .. Erik and I for the most part are doing good. It seems like we are getting closer every day. He is such a good friend and hopefully that will grow into something even better then it already is.

Work is going good. Just wish that I could work more ... but I am not sending Jayden to a daycare, plus I can't afford that .. daycare is so outrageous... there prices anyways.

Next weekend is Stephanie's birthday, so my sister, Erik, Stephanie, Justin, some of Megan's friends, and I are going to hit up some clubs. Aunt Cindy is watchin tha baby. So glad that she is doing that for me especially since she is having surgery Monday, I hope all goes well with that.

Anyways so my life has been going good.... I know I have said that before but it just seems that I finally have everything back on track and I can't wait to see where else this amazing life is going to take me. I new I was suppose to be something and do something, but this is not what I pictured, I really seriously thought that I would never get the chance or oppurtunity to go to school, and become what I wanted to be. I really am thinking about farthering my carrer afterwards though. It would be really nice to be an RN. I think it would anyways. I really want to go into pediatrics though. That would be AWESOME. But you never know I might change my mine, but I am glad that I am getting the chance to do this because it will only make me a better person, and not only that a better mom. I know that I am a good mom, but this is for my son. This is going to help me provide the things that he needs, and hopefully to spoil him just a little bit. Plus I am so ready to get out on my own, get out of my mom's house and start living on my own. Believe me I know that it is going to be hard, being a single parent is a challenge but I am glad that it happened that way. Forget about the dad being around, my son is going to be a good person, and I know that I will help him throughout him becoming a good person. He will know everything he needs to know and that knowledge will come from me and that is an amazing thing. To know that I have created a new life is something truly amazing that I will never ever regret doing. Plus I know god put Jayden in my life for a reason, and I thank him everyday for that because only he knows where I would be if that never happened.

Anyways I am going to get off of here and go to bed. I have a busy day tommorrow ... work at 4, but I have to get up and take my sis to the bank, go pay the cell phone bill, then she's going to go tan, and then I am going to come home try to take a nap because I know I'll need one because I haven't been getting much sleep lately, then off to work I go .. make that money ... that I need so bad.

Good Night
Oh Happy Anniversary Chris & Dad .. Hope all is well and that ya'lls relationship keeps on growing stronger and stronger ... LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH!

-C-

So tonight was good, I went to work made some good money, then after work I went to Lisa's and hung out with her, then I came home, and called Erik. I'm still talking to him we've been talking for like 2 hours ... it's crazy, I've never liked anyone this much before. Anyways I have so much homework to do this weekend, but I've got some of it done, well I will write more later Erik is almost here .... anyways see ya later
Cerissa

School, school, school!

Today was the last day of the mod. Yeah .... here are my test scores: A/P 86, Front Office 95, and Injections/Lab 100! Woohoo GO ME! Anyways can't wait to get my progress report and see what my final grade is for the six weeks. I hope that it is good. I think that it will be. I LOVE LOVE LOVE school. I can't believe that I didn't do this along ass time ago, but I am glad that I am doing it now!

So this last weekend was my cousins, La Dayna, wedding, it was beautiful. She looked so pretty, and I was so happy that I got to be a part of it. I was one of her bridesmaids. I am so happy for her, she has started one happy little family. Her kids are adorable. It was the first time I ever got to see them so ya. They are beautiful. Anyways the wedding was great, the reception was great, overall I had a wonderful time, and like I said I am so glad that I got to be a part of it, I can't wait to see the pictures! Oh and I caught the boquet ... :)!

Anyways ... Thanksgiving is coming up and so is my best friends birthday, we are having Thanksgiving at our house this year. It'll be Jayden's first .. so I hope everything goes as planned. Not sure if Aunt Kim is going to come though, she's a little depressed about Brandon ( my cuz) leaving to go to boot camp the day before. Like everyone else says wouldn't you want to be around family at that time and give thanks that you live in a country full freedom, and that you actually have a son that is supporting that? I don't know I think that something is changing with her, she has been so weird these last couple of years. Then after we have Thanksgiving food that I am so totally going to pig out on, David and mom are going out of town to the deer lease, and I am going to go pick of Stephy on Friday, and she is going to watch Jayden for me while I go to work, and Saturday is her birthday, and I am going to give her the biggest party ever. Then I'll take her home Sunday, and hopefully I'll get to see Erik to that weekend, I am going to invite him to the party, and the guy that Stephy is dating is going to be there too, and some other friends and stuff. I think that we are going to have an awesome time! I sure do hope so!

Last weekend was also awesome because Erik got to come over and hang out with me ... it was awesome, he is such a nice guy, and so HOTT!!! :)

Well I am about to go to bed, or wait for my sissy to get home so I can talk to her about some crazy stuff that went down at school today .... anyways peace, love, you know the rest!!!
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History was made today!

Today was the day! We now have our first black president. It's history in the making. I never thought there would be one. I have to say I am proud of him. I am glad that he is president. I know that in the beginning I was like there will be know change, but hopefully their will be, and all I can do is wait and see.


Tonight as school was good. I got stuck in the ass 3 times. Once by Debra, and twice by Erik. My butt hurts so bad. Oh well we have to learn sooner or later. Anyways so school has been going good. Like I said I love it, but tonight it was just crazy there was just so much going on, people were talking, the teachers were confused and didn't know what to do, I don't what was up with them tonight, usually they are some what organized, but not tonight, hopefully it will be better tommorrow. So the end of mod is coming up, and we are starting on our reviews tommorrow, fun fun, I think that I am going to do good on the final. I hope so.

Alright a little bit about Erik and I. We like each other, he likes me and I like him, but we are waiting to get to know each other a little bit more than we do now. I mean I know him pretty much, I got him all figured out, he's so nice, he has a great personality, I know that he would be there for me when I need him, he has already been there for me before (I'll get into that in a min.), I know that he wouldn't hurt me, and he is just so caring. Sometimes though I am worried that I am not going to be the right person for him though. Like he is just to nice ya know. Like what if I can't be there for him, when he needs me? I don't know there are just some things that are going through my mind, do I even want to see where this will go anymore. Sometimes it's hard for me because I have been in some pretty bad relationships, and I don't want to get hurt again. I don't think that Erik would do that, but there is always that chance, and I don't know if I am willing to take that chance just yet. I don't know what to do anymore. I guess we'll just have to wait to see what will take place. If it's meant to be then it's meant to be, if not than oh well.

Alright so last night I didn't get home until 12:15, I guess that's what time it was, all I know was that it was late. Well the reason I didn't get home until then was because I stayed up at school talking to Erik about alot of stuff. Well my phone was dead so I didn't call and tell my mom where I was or that I was going to be home late. My bad. She totally went off on me, telling me that I am disrespectful towards her, and that I need to start looking for a place to go. So this is where Erik comes in, he calls me like right after the arguement that I got into with my mom, and he's asking me why I am crying I tell him and everything, and he's like why don't u come stay with me, it's hard to though because I don't know him that well, and plus I have Jayden so I have to feel like he will be taking care of. I mean I won't have a babysitter for him when I go to school and work, what am I going to do. So I am looking for places and when I move out I guess I'll figure out something. I don't know I am just so fustrated and tired of all the BS at home that goes on.

Well enough of me venting good night folks!

My perfect lil life ....

So this weekend was good .... I guess you can say that .... Friday was a good day until I get a freaking ticket for speeding ... that sucked, then work sucked because Allan was mad because I was drinking with some friends... after I was clocked out and not in uniform, but don't worry I still have my job, Antonio made things clear that that wasn't a rule especially when I was off. So I still have my job. THANKS TO ANTONIO!!!!!!
So Saturday I was off ... thanks Allan! haha and Erik came over and we did some homework together, I am really starting to figure him out, I really like him, and he seems to like me too .... I mean even Megan thinks so too, so will see what happens, I'll keep ya'll updated. It was nice to see him though outside of school.
Today I just sat around the house doing my homework, and playing with Jayden. He is getting so big and he is a brave one I tell ya, there's this box that is full of like building blocks that he likes to climb on well yesterday he decided that it'd be cool to climb on it and dive head first into the carpet, it was funny until he scared himself and started crying, mom says that's the only way he will learn, but I felt so bad for him, he is going to be a clumpsy one that's for sure, but defentily not scared of anything. He has had a double ear infection for the past 5 days so a little cranky, but still his same ol self. He's also teething too so that doesn't help the fact that his ears are killing him too, poor kiddo.
So school is going GREAT I am loving it, I have a final comming up in 2 weeks and my drug book that I have been working my ass off on is due then too. I am helping Erik out too that's another reason he came over on Saturday!
Well I am going to get off of here and go to bed. I still have some homework to do tommorrow and I think Erik is also coming over so I can help him with some of the other homework that he missed when he was absent one day. Anyways talk to you all later!