Jayden will be 3 months next TUES!

So lately Jayden has not being going #2 like he use to .. he is a breastfed baby, and he use to go every day at least 3 times a day if not more, then all the sudden it went to every other day, then to nothing this all started at the beginning of this month so it's almost been going on for a month .. wow .. anyways so I've called his doctor and he said to give him water in between feedings, if that doesn't work in 24hours then use prune juice 1oz of that and 2oz of water mixed together .. well we started that today .. and so far no poopy yet .. so if he doesn't have a bowel movement by tommorrow then i am going to call the doctor and make an appt. and also give him a suppository .. i know that it isn't good to do that but i know that he is in pain because he does try to poop, but it just won't come out. I know that some moms say this is ok that some babies don't go like a whole week, but I think that that is torture .. i look at it this way, wouldn't you be in some discomfort if you didn't go for a whole week? I know I would ... LOL.. so just imagine how it feels on a little babies stomach ... it must feel awful ... so anyways I know poop isn't the most interesting thing to talk about but I had to write it down .. i would have posted it on myspace but some ppl on there shouldn't know my stuff .. anyways i am going to go to bed now, it's 11:30 and way past my bed time! GOOD NIGHT!

Jayden (12 weeks) 5-20-08

Wow .... it's amazing how fast time goes by and how fast little ones grow up. I can't believe that Jayden will be 3 months old next Tuesday! It's CRAZY! He has changed so much these last couple of months from being a tiny little baby to a chubby little man. I can't believe that he is in my life, and I still haven't gotten over the fact that I'm a mommy now. When I first found out I was pregnant, I was so scared because I was 19, and hadn't really talked to my mom in a long time, so when I found out I cried, and told myself that I couldn't go through with this, but Abraham (Jayden's father) told me that he would help me out, and that he would be there for me. How stupid of me to believe him, he hasn't been there since I was at least 3 months pregnant. I would talk to him every once in a while, but lately I haven't talked to him at all. So I have decided to give up and let him do what he wants to do. I have come to realize that Jayden only needs me, and doesn't need some druggie father in his life. Not only was this pregnancy something I didn't want to do at first, but it was kinda a mircle because the doctors have always told me that I couldn't get pregnant .. so it was a total shock when I did find out.
I thank god every day for that, not only for letting me get pregnant, but for giving me Jayden at that time in my life because I was using drugs and drinking alot, and that all stopped when I found out I was pregnant and I have been clean for almost a year now. So Jayden has been a total blessing to me and I am so happy to have him in my life. I don't know where I would be if I didn't have him. He is my everything! I love him with all my heart. I didn't know that I could love someone this much, it's amazing.
Anyways Jayden is doing so good, he has def. got his own personality!!!! He's so silly sometimes. He is such a good baby too ... he is 2.5 months old and sleeps at least 5-6 hours a night!!! :) I know how truly blessed I am .. I hear it from all the other parents out there that I am friends with!
Well I think that I am done for now with my blogging I am sure that I will write more tommorrow!
Cerissa