Me and My bestfriend!!!

Weather = Me staying IN!

So lets see Texas weather is CRAZY! One day it's beautiful and the next day it is 25 degrees and sleeting! Talk about CRAZY! So ya I didn't have school Tuesday night which was pretty cool because it gave me some time to catch up on school work .. and hang out with my Lil man. He is so silly! :) I love spending time with him.

Tonight I went to school ... Victoria was there .. I haven't seen that girl in forever she had been out of town and was gone for about a week. It was good to see her I really have missed her and the conversations we have. She's so silly sometimes. She cut her hair too and it looks really good!

SO another thing is ... I am talking to Eric again ... not sure if it's the right descion or the wrong descion we'll see. I mean I really do like him, it's just that I don't want to get hurt again like the first time. So yah ... not sure what's going to happen with that but I'll keep ya updated on it. Not that I really have anything interesting to say about it ... I just hope that he doesn't hurt me again ... and if I don't allow him to get as close as last time then it won't happen!

Umm lets see what else ... I might get to go see Stephanie Friday and have lunch with her. I am so excited haven't seen her in forever. Her cousin is pregnant with her 4th child and we are praying for a girl this time. I am so happy for her. I really hope it's a girl though .. she has 3 boys! So please pray for a girl! :)

Can't wait to see Jessica and AJ! I am so excited and AJ doesn't even know I am coming! I hope mom will watch Jayden ... I mentioned something to her about it .. I just hope she will ... if not it's ok I can take him with me ... AJ and Jessica have 2 little boys so it'll be ok .. I will watch how many beers I drink! :)

Can't wait for the Superbowl Party either this weekend ... it's going to be at my friend's Maria's house I can't wait!!! :P

Well I am going to get off of here ... and go watch some tv .. I am kinda hungry too ... so I might eat!

-C-

my beautiful life

So tonight was awesome! I got to see my Nana and Aunt Joy! It was really good to see them. I made $100 tonight .. but it's all gone now. It's crazy .. I had to pay $85 to Progressive for my car insurance ... $15 to Capitol One for my credit card .. that I don't even have anymore because my mom took it from me and some how has lost it, and then I payed $30 to David ... which I only owe him $115 more ... it's for him paying for the car repair! So yeah .... that just shows me that I really wish that I would have gone to work Friday .. but I didn't because I didn't have a babysitter. Oh well I will make up for it next week. So next week .. is the Super Bowl .. the Cardinals and the Steelers .. which I think will be pretty interesting ... don't know if I am going to go to a Super Bowl party or stay at home??? Next Saturday I get to see Jessica, AJ, and Trent ... I have seen Trent this past couple of weeks .. but I haven't got to see Jessica and AJ in forever ... I am sure you are thinking who are these people ... well when I worked at Stake n Shake my junior and senior year of high school ... My bosses where AJ and Trent ... Trent was also my boyfriend at the time too ... and AJ was awesome ... I can't wait to see them.

So tomorrow my lil man will be 11 months old ... and then it will be 31 days until he is 1 i can't believe how fast they grow up! I love him so much and I thank god everyday that he is here with me ... he has changed my life so much. He has made me think twice before I do anything ... before I found out I was pregnant with him .. I was totally heading down the wrong path .. the druggie path. I can't belive that it has been 2 years since I haven't touched a drug. I am so proud of myself. I can't believe how one thing can just make you change like that. I truly believe that GOD did put him in my life for that reason and I am so thankful for that.


Another thing that I would like to talk about ... is that we have a new president. I didn't think that I would like him as much as I do. Barak Obama ... I really do think that change is coming ... we will all have to wait and see. Anyways I am going to go to bed on that note
Good Night to everyone that reads this thing!!! LOL
C

Just some bloging!

So these past couple of weeks have been a little stressful. It seems like I have been so busy with everything. It also seems like I miss some very important stuff in my little man's life when I am gone at night. Like this morning I woke up and he was standing up holding on to the couch and swaying back and fourth ... it was like he was dancing! I was like mom have you seen him do this .. and she says ya he was doing that last night. It's crazy he does and learns so much stuff when I am not around. I am afraid that I am going to miss his first steps and everything. I don't want too, but I also have to understand that I am going to school and working for him. So he and I can have a better life. I know that it is going to mean that I am going to miss out on some pretty major milestones, but in the end it will all be worth it.

So my cousin Brandon is graduating from Marine bootcamp tomorrow. Wish I would have gotten to go to San Antonio to see him walk across the stage, but life goes on. I just hope he knows that his whole family is really proud of him!!! I love you cuz!

Yesterday at school we took a cpr class ... and I can officially say that I am CPR certified for 2 years. It was very interesting, I just hope that I won't have to do it on someone that is close to me and means alot to me. That would be really hard, but also rewarding if I saved their life. It's crazy to think that I could save a life!! That's why I know I am going to love my job in the medical field!!! :)

Well I have work tonight and I have some laundry to do ... and a screaming kid to deal with .. LOL ... so I am going to go ... hope everyone has a great weekend and I love you all!

Cerissa

My lil MAN!!!!

SCHOOL IS GOING GREAT ... LIFE IS GOING GREAT ... AND I AM SO BLESSED FOR EVERYTHING!

Jayden's Second Haircut!!!

So work was good tonight .... i had such a good weekend at work. I love the people i work with, It's amazing how much people i have as friends. I didn't realize how much i have in my life. I am so blessed for that. I am so thankful for everything. I can't believe it. Anyways i am going to go to bed.

I am so tired have alot of stuff to do tomorrow.

Goodnight

Cerissa

Updating

Just wanted to update on Jayden for a while:
Well he went to the doctor last friday ... found out he had a double ear infection ... they put him on augmentin for 10 days. It has officially been 7 days today ... and it still seems like he isn't getting any better. He still has a cough and a runny nose. So I called yesterday and Wednensday to schedule him an appointment ... Wednesday ... I was on hold for 30 mins, yes I said I waited 30 mins to talk to someone ... after the 30 mins I just hung up, and I told myself I would call back ... I forgot because I had some other stuff to do. Well yesterday when I called the lady answer took my info. and said can you give me one second, so I say sure ... she puts me on hold for 20 mins. I hang up and call back ... someone answers and puts me on hold for another 10 mins. So I just give up I was so aggravated. So hopefully today I can call up there and get an appt. for him for tomorrow or monday. So I can figure out what I can do to make him feel better. He has been so clingy to me since he has been sick, I am suprised he is even letting me sit here and type this. So like I said I was going to update you on the little man! He weighs 20lbs 8oz ... he's lost some weight from all the crawling he has been doing. They didn't tell me how tall he was .. plus I forgot to ask ... my bad. He has been trying to walk ... the other day before I left to go to school I had turned around to wash some dishes and when I turned back around he was standing all by himself ... he didn't even realize it ... then when he did he totally freaked out and sat down really fast. It was so funny and I was so proud of him. I have been trying to catch him doing it again, but no luck yet. I know it won't be long though. I can't believe he will be ONE in 42 days I think it is. I can't believe it.

Well I am going to go I have some laundry to do ... and I have to feed him ... so good by I am sure I will be writting some more soon.
-C-

Jayden's Countdown

It's exactly 1 month and 11 days until Jayden's first birthday!
That makes it 44 days ..... which then makes that 1056 hours, then makes it 63360 seconds.

Let's just say this it is getting closer and closer ... crazy!!!

Cerissa

La Dee Da

Today was a good day ... got up cleaned the house ... hung out with tha lil man ... the Trent came over haven't seen him forever ... we watched Blades of Glory together .... that movie is so funny yet sometimes so dumb! Then I went and ran some errands, wal-mart, the bank, then went out to eat with Manuel. It was fun ... then got home and got ready for school. School was good tonight .. it got cold though damn texas weather I swear it can never make up it's mind.

I went and saw Brittany last week we haven't seen each other in forever it seems like she is pregnant .... about 15 weeks now ... and she has the cutest little baby bump. I am really excited for her ... I hope that her and I can make our friendship stronger. I really want us to be the friends that we use to be .. we kind of drifted apart after high school. She was doing racing and I was off doing stupid crap, but it seems like we will become friends again.

So Megan and I are starting to save money so we can move out ... and be living together. I know you people that know my sister and I are like what you two are going to live together??? I know right well I am really happy to announce that my sissy and I are great friends. I love her so much and she has really grown up! I am so proud of her.

Oh and I am starting a countdown ... it's officially .... 45 days until Jayden turns the big ONE! I can't believe it has almost been a year that he has been in my life, he has changed so much and learned so much. It's amazing how much they learn and grow in such that short amount of time. I don't know what I would do without him though that's for sure. I can't believe it .... it is so AWESOME. Soon he will be walking and talking .... and that will be awesome because he has so much more learning to do. I can't wait for the many years ahead.

Well I am going to get off of here ... homework always seems to be calling my name!

MY GRADES!!!! :)

So I got all my grades this week for the mod that we finished which was the digestive system ... and here they are: A/P: 95 F/O: 93 and LAB: 96 .... WOO HOO all As I am so proud of myself!!! :)
So we started the RED mod yesterday which is the Body Structure and Muscular System! Pretty interesting if you ask me ... anyways I still have the same teachers except for lab now I have Ms. Holly! Which is cool.

So my little man is sick he is going to the doctor tomorrow morning at 9:30. My Aunt Francis is also leaving tomorrow morning as well. She has been here for a week now, it's been really good to see her though because it's been a while since I have seen her. Megan left for Arizona yesterday, I miss her so much didn't think that I would but I do. She went to visit the boyfriend for a week she'll be back on the 14th. I haven't gotten to see my granny lately because I have been back to school so hopefully I'll get to see her sometime this weekend I hope. I think they are still going to try and do the trachea sometime tomorrow, not sure though. Anyways I have to go I have some homework and I also have to get up early so goodnight to everyone and GOD BLESS!
-C-

Back to School I go

So I went back to school today! It was good to see all of my friends that I haven't gotten to see in a while. Everyone said that had a good Christmas and New Year and told me their New Year's resolution ... some of them were funny. Anyways so I had a test also today and it was pretty easy so I hope that I did well. I think I did but u never know. Anyways so Granny is still in the hospital ... and she seems to be doing good. They said that they were going to try and do the trachea sometime this week, but I am not sure that her lungs are ready for that because they still have alot of fluid in them, we will just pray for the best. Well anyways I am going to get off of here, have some homework to finish up and then off to bed ... hope everyone has a good night!
Cerissa